Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy. You will again have compassion on us; you will tread our sins underfoot and hurl all our iniquities into the depths of the sea.- Micah 7:18-19.
There is hope for you dear. You have been struggling with sin and guilt. You think there is no way out from the dark path you are in, you are tired of the way you are living and you are looking for a solution. A solution for your depression, a solution for your pains, a solution for your sorrow. Guess what? There is good news! GOD IS THE SOLUTION AND YOU CAN BE SAVED.
You can be saved from the shame you feel, the rejection you face. You can be saved from the promiscuous life you live which gives you nothing but more trouble. You can be saved from the drugs you feed yourself with and the narcotics you stab yourself with but bring you nothing but pain and ill-feelings. You can saved from the porns you cannot stop watching that you lock yourself in your room to watch or watch in secret places. You can be saved from the alcohol you drink that you can’t hep yourself but drink to stupor. You can be saved from being a chain smoker. You can be saved from Sexual impurity which steals your dignity, conscience, future and your relationship with God away. You can be saved from the sins you can’t just do without for some minutes. Like I said, THERE IS HOPE!
I know you are desperately searching for change and passionately want God in your Lives but the problem is you never actually bothered to look for him i.e find him. You need to stop having those wishes in your heart and actually do the confessions with your mouth so that God can have the compassion toward you.
You need to bow down your head in prayer, confess your sins to God, tell Him you believe in Jesus Christ-His Son, accept his son as your Lord and Personal Savior and repent of your ways.
Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord.
1 John 1:9
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
~God will forgive you of all your sins when you come back to Him. Lots of verses in the Bible talks about this- Ephesians 1:7, 2 Isiah 43:25-26, Micah 7:18-19 and many more if I keep listing.
~God can accept&restore you back again. If God can forgive David who was an adulterer and a murderer, and still referred to David as “A man after God’s Heart”, he can and will forgive and restore you back with Him